Yet another "hello-blog-long-timenopost" moment

I'm busy,
busy being a mum.
busy being a procrastinator alongside too.

It's boring living with no capabilities to support the family.
I wanna go out having no fun, but earn something, bring something back home.

but choices are not by my side, unfortunately.
Living here is a blessing, but with lesser choices.

HENCE,
I am making a big decision, gathering guts to do so.
I have to leave my son *pause*

I'll do that if I had to, it's for his own goodness anyway.
He's special, he's a charm to me.
He'll be with me wherever I may be, I have enuff photos, videos.
It's a tough thing to do, I hope he'll understand.
He's so special, he deserves everything in this whole world.
And Mummy's gonna go out and grab it for ya.