A tale and a person from your past.

We've been arguing a lot even before we got hitched, about my husband's past relationship.
I'm telling you, my love story wasn't all that great.
While we get to knew each other, I was still heartbroken with an ex..
That's when he came to me and we get friendly.

I dont 100% blame him for not coming 100% clean about his past..
I was moving on during that time, I just thought maybe he can cure my heart, yep without asking further details.
Later only I knew that he was actually still in a relationship with his old-gf..
A girl which is far much younger than me..

Now that we're married..that doesn't mean she is buried in the past too.
I've tried once being nice to her but that doesn't work. To her, I'm faking it..
But that's okay, I even visited her at her school (yes, she's in her senior year) the first weekend I arrived in his hometown.

..but yes, when we gave flower to someone, sometimes we don't get flower in return.
but I'm telling you baby, you're just a normal schoolgirl. I can just ignore you now.
I dont think you even care about not texting him, asking favors.. whether we fought over you or not.
When you acted maturely, you seem much childish to me. Oh my, muka dewi, hati uhhh-lalalaaa..

Like I said, I can just ignore you now. Goodbye.

Fresh Start, PPL

I feel the strong need to delete my older posts.
I'm trying to rebuild my life- so, that's it.






Well, honesty has its limitations and since I've been in trouble maybe I should tone-down a little, rite? *wink*