I used to live as an angsty teen.
I rebelled, I gave people a lil bit taste of hell and most of the time doesn't give a damn of others.
In short, I was a hot-headed teen.
But then again, I was over-describing myself.
I was a teen once and that's how I could put it in words. You know,
My teen years wasn't all that great.
I've had small quantity of friends, had an awkward communication with my family, spent my weekends over nothing and my boyfriend was a mere friend than a boyfriend.
Life was pretty much a sad place for me back then.
and I did complained a lot.
and used to try to put an end of everything.
and almost lost track of myself.
Somehow, I found a way to keep a hold on myself in those whole mess.
So, it's true when people say, when you're alone, He's always there for you.
Thank God.
Thank God my mother sent me away to that religious school.
So my school years went okay..
Until the day when I yet slip again in life into a deep hole of doomness.
The truth is, my life now is ruined.
But somehow I can still smile.
for those of you who had lost hope on me, look down on me, mock me..
Just thank Him with what you have, the way of life He put you into rather than mine.
Now I'm trying to find and gain that innate strength again..
I'm going to end my final teen year with triumph.
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